Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Last time during my 1st and 2nd year of poly life, i always thought i was interested in older and matured looking girls. Thinking of those Office Ladies and thinking one day your ideal partner will be some OL too.
But erica asked me out recently and i thought it would be cool and happening. But it just felt so weird that i'm going out with an older woman moreover its an OL. End up i didnt go out with her, the feeling just isnt right.
But today my first day of work as ASST Engineer and i saw my esss senior there too. We began to chat, though she was older than me 2 years. However her looks and the cheerful face of hers tells me she isnt older at all. Just today's orientation i could see her smiling happily and everything just seems alright. Guess i'm more and more certain of what type i'm looking for. Seems like of all the 20 years, i'm now then beginning to understand myself.