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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Updates
Things are getting better,
yet things are getting harder for me.
I feel helpless as a baby,
cant do the things i wished to do.
I feel timid as a rat,
dont dare to do things i want to do.
I feel lonely as a hermit,
just needed someone with me.
I feel lost like a boy in a crowd,
show me light to the path.

I made a vow to god,
not to get into r/s until i fiinished NS.
I'm torturing myself,
but mayb it's worth.
I'm mean to myself,
but mayb it's unfair.
I'm stupid to do so,
but mayb it's good.

I wonder how to maintain the tension,
and yet not making it awkward.
If i loosen the tension,
seems like it's over.
If i tighten the tension,
seems like it's time.
What's the secret,
what's the technique?

well well well..