Friday, August 25, 2006
MONEYPeople say money cant buy love,
money cant buy feelings,
money cant buy happiness.
But i feel that money is important,
money is almost everything,
money can get things done.
that's life, accept it.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
85Dinner was sort of great,
not only the food was nice,
but the atmosphere was awesome.
Went to 85 for oyster egg,
i liked the egg,
but not the oysters.
The sky grew darker,
and it's time to go back.
For once walking was pleasant,
how i wished i could turn back time.
I'm beginning to taste the sugar
of bing tang hu lu.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Updates
Things are getting better,
yet things are getting harder for me.
I feel helpless as a baby,
cant do the things i wished to do.
I feel timid as a rat,
dont dare to do things i want to do.
I feel lonely as a hermit,
just needed someone with me.
I feel lost like a boy in a crowd,
show me light to the path.
I made a vow to god,
not to get into r/s until i fiinished NS.
I'm torturing myself,
but mayb it's worth.
I'm mean to myself,
but mayb it's unfair.
I'm stupid to do so,
but mayb it's good.
I wonder how to maintain the tension,
and yet not making it awkward.
If i loosen the tension,
seems like it's over.
If i tighten the tension,
seems like it's time.
What's the secret,
what's the technique?
well well well..
