Thursday, June 22, 2006
DreamsSometimes i daydream,
what i will be like next time.
How do i want to spend my time,
who do i want to be with.
What do really want with myself,
will i be sucessful in my dreams.
Tv series are often deceving,
cartoons are equally cheating,
fairy tales are also lying.
Every ending is always a happy ending,
every problems are always solved,
miracles do happen during bad times.
But these happens in real life?
I don't think so.
Miracles needed to be worked for,
and not jus happen just from nowhere.
Problems solved are becaused i worked,
finding every solutions possible.
Not everything comes from nowhere.
I'm stressed out,
i'm pressuring myself.
What i achieved,
will affect what i need to achieve in the future.
If i get 70%,
i tell myself i cant get below 70% next time.
I fear that i might not make it that well,
the next time when i'm tested.
People tell me stressed are like desserts,
only when it's spelt from the back.
If taking stressed easily,
they are easy to handle.
But i can't do it,
i needed to maintain what i achieved.
