Wednesday, January 04, 2006
if only i could turn back timeI wished i could turn back time,
i had many things i did that i regretted.
Not just regret,
but deeply regret.
I'm starting to think,
killing the brain cells inside me.
Why did i have to do that?
Why did i not do that?
Why am i like this?
Why why and more whys.
If i turn back time,
i hope to be in primary 6 again.
From there,
i will cherish every moment.
I was too childish,
i was too anti-social.
If i had been more matured,
if i had been more friendly.
Things couldnt be the same again,
they will be much better.
If i knew i was in the wrong,
why didnt i turn back and apologise?
If i was just abit more patient,
i wouldnt be in so much stress.
A wise man once told me.
"In life, we all make mistakes.
it is either minor mistakes or major mistakes."
I feel that i had committed a major one,
one that i can avoid.
But now i have to live with it,
live with it as a history.
History brings sad memories,
history brings shame.
History brings precautions to the future,
history brings glory.
I had nothing,
no good values in me,
no good characters,
no good history,
no good results,
what am i?
I'm just a stupid guy who commits stupid mistakes!
Human reaction will be the same,
i will be looking at those faces with those stares.
I once asked my mum,
Why was i born?
Why was i born?
Why was i born?
I really wished it wasnt me,
i feeling very upset.
I want to turn back time,
i want to change my history.
I know its impossible to do so,
I will use my achievements to cover my history.
