Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Pondering awaySometimes i wonder,
if we were meant to be together.
Occacsionally i thought,
if we make better frenz than being together.
Often i ponder,
if we made a big mistake right from the start.
If we had more chances to interact for the 2 yrs,
it would be a good start.
The bad thing is that,
not much chances offerred to us.
The most we did was chatting throught medium,
seldom did we talked face to face.
We had much gap to fill,
if we really want to be together.
Filling those bottomless pits,
is not an easy thing to do.
Accomplishing it,
our future will be a sweet one.
Failing to do so,
we will be awkward the next time.
Is there a solution?
For me i feel that frenz for now,
enjoy friendship to the fullest.
Age do matters when it come to this,
now is the time to know each other better.
Although those feelings are strong or weak,
i rather be a thinker than a feeler.
Feeler is someone who does things,
things that decided by his heart.
A thinker is someone who does things.,
things that decided by his mind.
Lets not get deeper to avoid injuries,
save tears for other meaningful occasions.
Thinking so much,
growing so old each time.
Thinking of the past and scared again,
images are back huanting me once more.
Dont blame me,
for the sake of everyone.
Just my penny of thought,
my pondering results.
