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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Helpless as a child
I was happy to do finish my online assignments, happy to give you the present. Happy to teach you things that you do not know, happy to learn that you cook egg using my methodand praised it.

But the day has a sad ending, i shouldnt have send you those questions, making you feel demoralised. I wanted to help as much as i could, but i just felt so helpless, helpess to see you being so quiet, being so sian. i couldnt do anything to make things better. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for you.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Xmas Gift
Although it is not visible,
it weighs more than a ton.
I'm quite lucky,
lucky to get a gift which is priceless.
I'm thankful for you to give me a chance,
a chance to get me started.
It's the experiences i'm looking for,
and i'm looking forward to more.
The interest,
will gives me the excitment.
The excitment,
will give me the desire.
The desire,
will make me put my heart into it.
By doing so,
i will go further.
But i can't go much further,
unless with you with me.
Silently helping me,
silently watching over me.
It's something that,
can't be expressed with a thousand words.
There's still more for me to learn,
and more for me to get.
Nothing comes for free,
there's a price to pay.
I'm ready to accept the tests,
the tests that comes along with it.
Be my strength,
be my hope,
be my happiness,
be my guardian angel,
be my everthing.

"Ling Wu"
This will be my first entry in essay form. Today is xmas and merry xmas to all my viewers.

The morning started with going ah poh house, my uncle's good buddy. I was like a tourist in singapore, first time going there by myself. i asked for directions, and finally i found my way there at kim tian road.

He taught me alot of things, things that no other textbooks would teach. History cannot be changed, but present and future can be altered. Must learn to kan kai things. Simple things are made complicated because men dont kan kai things. The elder generation problem,we dont go and care. Dont forget the spoon that feeds us. Dont rush, take your time so learn since that i'm still young.

quite a nice xmas for today! HOHOHO MERRY XMAS!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Failure
Your ordinary beauty,
makes me weak.
Not once did i have the courage,
courage to talk to you.
I have prepared as planned,
but i just feel weak inside.
A carefully wrapped gift,
have to be passed sometime later.
I can feel the aura around me.
The aura of stregth,
yet the aura of weakness.
The aura of joy,
yet the aura of sorrow.
The aura of generousity,
yet the aura of jealousy.
The aura of love,
yet the aura of hatred.
The aura of sorrow,
hidden behind those joyous one.
I must admit,
i'm a failure.
A failure to be brave to fight,
a worthwhile fight to be fought.
Its not a touching story that i can write,
as in show movie "helen of troy".
Do we have to go on like this,
or do we have a more comfortable way.
To my gods i believe in,
i leave my fate in your holy hands.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Pondering away
Sometimes i wonder,
if we were meant to be together.
Occacsionally i thought,
if we make better frenz than being together.
Often i ponder,
if we made a big mistake right from the start.
If we had more chances to interact for the 2 yrs,
it would be a good start.
The bad thing is that,
not much chances offerred to us.
The most we did was chatting throught medium,
seldom did we talked face to face.
We had much gap to fill,
if we really want to be together.
Filling those bottomless pits,
is not an easy thing to do.
Accomplishing it,
our future will be a sweet one.
Failing to do so,
we will be awkward the next time.
Is there a solution?
For me i feel that frenz for now,
enjoy friendship to the fullest.
Age do matters when it come to this,
now is the time to know each other better.
Although those feelings are strong or weak,
i rather be a thinker than a feeler.
Feeler is someone who does things,
things that decided by his heart.
A thinker is someone who does things.,
things that decided by his mind.
Lets not get deeper to avoid injuries,
save tears for other meaningful occasions.
Thinking so much,
growing so old each time.
Thinking of the past and scared again,
images are back huanting me once more.
Dont blame me,
for the sake of everyone.
Just my penny of thought,
my pondering results.

Friday, December 09, 2005

A different me
Looking at me with puzzled eyes,
frenz wonder what was the change about.
From a cheerful person,
to a quiet person.
Looking at girls,
was our past-time.
But ever since i got to know you deeper.
nothing excites me except you.
Friends are left unknowingly,
what's the real reason of the change.

feelings are weird
It is said that people play with feelings,
but i feel that it's the other way.
When feelings are strong,
the other don't appreciate.
When feelings arent strong,
then will he realise.
By then, it's too late,
hard to atone it again.
I have learnt a lesson,
appreciate people around you.
Don't make room for regrets,
that's feelings all about.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

A place in my heart
Now that you have a place in my heart,
i'm slowly being poisoned.
Poisoned by the love spell,
that comes naturally.
All day i have been waiting,
waiting for my hp to ring.
Not just an ordinary ring,
but a short msg from you will do.
When i'm on net,
i only wished to see you online.
Hoping that you will be closer,
closer each single day.
Being close and also missing me,
like the way i'm missing you.
A special place in my heart,
is waiting for yours to occupy.

Loving someone
Loving someone isn't easy,
its not as easy as frying an egg.
For a clap to take place,
two hands needs to beat at the same time.
Loving someone but not able to win her heart,
is a terrible feeling deep inside.
How to win her heart,
when i don't know how to?
I will just try to give my best,
hopefully i can succeed.
After i won her heart,
maintain is next.
Imagine working life,
communication will lessen.
Strong feelings persue,
strong feelings fade.
Feelings depend on individual,
depend on couples.
What will be the outcome,
fate will decide everything.
What's your opinion of loving somone?

Time do fly
Time flies,
just like how my heart beats every second.
Every second,
my heart beats closer to hers.
As it beats,
my mind is only filled with her.
When it is occupied,
no other is better.
Not even any badminton girls,
nor whoever can be comparable.
Thinking of how to manage my time,
to match with hers.
By then,
it is time for me to win her heart over.
When i really achieve,
i will never let it go.
Never take it for granted,
and treasure it.
When our hearts beat as one,
this is when my dreams will be fulfiled.
Time is great,
isn't it?

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

a special someone
She is someone ordinary,
yet so special.
She had the capability to give me strength,
with just a simple sms.
She had the power to make me weak inside,
with just a look in her eyes.
She had the ability to bring me to heaven,
with just a smile on her face.
She gave me the certainity,
to carry on with life.
She is the person,
whom i wished to fulfil my dreams with.
The dreams of the future,
the future of she and me.

mysterious person
A shadow followed me wherever i went,
i didnt notice it until i felt the presence love.
By the time i realised it,
it was too late.
If i had the ability to turn back time,
i would do so and accept the shadow that was silently waiting.
This shadow is a "she",
who is a well-mannered and quiet girl.
Although quiet and shy,
she can be talkative and bold at times.
Not only is she an emotional person,
she is also a caring one.
She is sometimes secretively,
but occasionally share things with others too.
This made me hard to reach out for her,
so near yet so far.